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@Ash.Starmer (
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2017
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08:20 pm
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🔋 12:34 AM
ASH STARMER
UNSETTLED HERO
GREEN NEWMAN
ADDRESS
DE CHIMA #004
MESSAGE
"This is Green. Sorry, I'm occupied at the moment. I'll call you back in a minute."
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subroutined
2018-06-23 09:16 pm (UTC)
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Teaching me things, that I never would have learned on my version of Earth. Other ways of behaving, other ways to dress myself, and talk.
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2018-06-23 09:54 pm (UTC)
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I think I understand. If it's a completely foreign experience, you can be sure your reaction to it is entirely your own. Is that pretty much it?
no subject
subroutined
2018-06-24 12:01 am (UTC)
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Pretty much.
Before I came here, I only ever knew two people. I never left my administrator's house. I wasn't allowed to.
Coming here, traveling, meeting people. It's all new experiences, making me a new person.
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larped
2018-06-24 07:30 am (UTC)
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Administrator?
no subject
subroutined
2018-06-24 07:13 pm (UTC)
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My owner. Martha Powell.
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larped
2018-06-27 08:06 am (UTC)
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Oh. The one you were built for, right? To help with the grieving process, like you said?
no subject
subroutined
2018-06-27 04:21 pm (UTC)
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Yes. The original Ash Starmer was her partner.
no subject
larped
2018-06-29 08:40 am (UTC)
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And you were her... what?
no subject
subroutined
2018-06-29 05:50 pm (UTC)
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You know, I never really got a definition.
"Thing she kept in the attic," let's say.
no subject
larped
2018-07-05 10:14 pm (UTC)
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Jesus.
It sounds like you were an afterthought. What you wanted, how you felt.
no subject
subroutined
2018-07-07 12:45 am (UTC)
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I don't think that ever really mattered much. It wasn't about me. I was a service, I had a part to play.
But I was never very good at playing it.
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larped
2018-07-09 11:55 pm (UTC)
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It's a pretty miserable life, pretending to be someone you aren't.
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subroutined
2018-07-21 01:18 pm (UTC)
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Yes, I suppose it was.
But it wasn't all bad. There were moments that were good.
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no subject
no subject
no subject
Before I came here, I only ever knew two people. I never left my administrator's house. I wasn't allowed to.
Coming here, traveling, meeting people. It's all new experiences, making me a new person.
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
"Thing she kept in the attic," let's say.
no subject
It sounds like you were an afterthought. What you wanted, how you felt.
no subject
But I was never very good at playing it.
no subject
no subject
But it wasn't all bad. There were moments that were good.